Why is it so hard?
I'm managing to distract myself to make it easy. But is it supposed to be easy? Is what I'm doing the easy way out of all of this?
I break his heart because I don't want to break it any harder.
And me, being selfish as I am, am I doing the selfish thing by making it easier on myself, by not having to face making an effort and trying harder and watching it fail?
Is the 'right thing to do' always the best thing to do?
I don't think I have thought this through. But thinking it through has gotten me nowhere. Logic doesn't solve the mysteries of the heart.
And my heart tells me it has to be this way.
So I grit my teeth and hope for the best.
//mimi ni //i am
- Aimi
- A girl who's in love with the moon. British in nature, Malaysian in origin, and sunny in disposition. Enjoys the beauty of uncertainty, but cannot wait for the future to start.
//Things I would very much like
The Edible Garden:
A book that tells dumb people like me how to grow things. I have missed having a garden - I forgot how nice it is to eat things that you didn't have to buy.
The Abominable Charles Christopher - Book One:
The first collection of the webcomic drawn by Karl Kerschl. I met Karl in November (?) and he's a really nice guy, who draws really amazing comics.
(hint hint (",) )
A book that tells dumb people like me how to grow things. I have missed having a garden - I forgot how nice it is to eat things that you didn't have to buy.
The Abominable Charles Christopher - Book One:
The first collection of the webcomic drawn by Karl Kerschl. I met Karl in November (?) and he's a really nice guy, who draws really amazing comics.
(hint hint (",) )
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