Waiting, again.

Just waiting to see what becomes of this. If I could have just one perfect day, then maybe all of this could be forgiven.

And maybe I can just get on with being me.



Term starts next week. My timetable is pretty packed at the start of the week. It's a wonder how I'm going to fit all the things I wanted to do this year. Then I remember back to Mnite rehearsal days, and think: well, all the second years managed to do it + more. I'm sure I will survive somehow =S

Really have to put the gears in for next year. I must get on top of everything before it gets on top of me.

I am quite determined to make the most out of this year, God help me.

I'm hoping that now I have had some time to see how everything I'm learning pans out in the grand scheme of things (i.e. in industry) I might be a bit more anticipating when it comes to what second year will bring. I really can't let myself down. Neither can I let anything else bring me down.