Hoping

I am living in hope that:

1. my amazing cramming skills can spring into action right about now, because I sure as hell can't do a single past paper without sifting through all my notes;
2. I can bully myself into feeling guilty for not doing enough work and sit for 8 hours a day
3. I am not capable of failing
4. things will be better after exams are over
5. the two weeks after exams might turn into something special.

Of course, having other things on my mind helps none.

Pray for me everyone =(