It's weird.

I feel happy and sad at the same time.

I feel so distant from everyone right now. Just people who I've hung out this year have disappeared off the face of the earth. I miss them. All of them having fun without me. Sort of sad. *shrugs not knowing what to make of it*

I'm also sort of happy.
As impossible as it was to conceive, as difficult as it is for me to open up, as close as it is right now to my exams, and as unlikely as it was for flames to come from an un-nutured spark...

..no. I don't think I can say it.

Yet.