Words

I just got off the phone from trying to be as normal as possible. I realised that all I had in my power to make the situation better was words. I can either decide to hold back the truth, and keep it all inside, or speak to my heart's content. So I spoke as if all my problems were just matter-of-fact, open to interpretation, and ready for some remedy to be cast upon them. The means of solving all my problems come from within myself, and I know that. I guess I have to want it enough. But if I want a little help from other people, I need to leave the door open, because people can't always help you when you've decided you need them.

Words are all I have left to keep it alive. But words don't come as easy as they used to when they were new. Old words come out of me instead. The only new words I have talk about myself, because that's all thats been changing. And I am always in question about whether people want to hear about me.

Especially since you never ask.

Having a certain Boyzone song in mind, I googled "Words". Putting some of the results together gave me this:

These words are my own

From my heart flow

It's only words

and words are all I have

to take your heart away.

Now I know,

That I can't make you stay.

But where's your heart?

And I know

There's nothing I can say.

To change that part.

This world has lost its glory,

let's start a brand new story now, my love.