It only hits you that you're leaving the educational system altogether when people say things like:
"What are you doing next, Aimi?", "Fill in the yearbook!", "Only 2 weeks left of lectures oh my gaaaad", "Do you want to invigilate the votes at the AGM Aimi, you're not gonna be here next year"
:(
Look shut up. I'm not bloody gone yet. I have another 11 weeks of suffering yet to come don't fricking tell me it's almost over. There is much more pain to come thank you.
I'm not too bothered about not having a job yet, although I have put some (only some) effort into it, and have not yet yielded any results. I secrely do not want one, okay, not really a secret, but at the same time I would like some money coming in so I can save up to do really cool things like, go back to Tanzania, run my own project, and have a wedding. (Two years, folks, two years.) I would also like the skills I will gain from having a job, skills that I know a definitely need to work on, which I just haven't been able to refine yet during my short time at uni. So in essence, I only want the things I will gain from a job, but not necessarily the job itself. Means to an end. Just like the rest of my degree.
In any case, job or no job, I would like to go back to Malaysia for a few of weeks sans the rest of my family because a) my friend is getting married, b) I NEED to visit the rest of Malaysia that isn't just my relative's houses, c) I just want to get away. Although I'm being guilt tripped by my dad for leaving my brother behind which is really unfair because my brother has to deal with me not being around at some point in his life and I bet you it's my dad who would miss me more but he won't show it.
For the moment, I shall carry on dragging myself through the rest of the tortuous path that is my degree. It's not over yet, bitches.
(p.s) I know I promised some posts on the many awesome things that I do but photos have been neglected for a while, will sort it out at some point. Sorry!
Look shut up. I'm not bloody gone yet. I have another 11 weeks of suffering yet to come don't fricking tell me it's almost over. There is much more pain to come thank you.
I'm not too bothered about not having a job yet, although I have put some (only some) effort into it, and have not yet yielded any results. I secrely do not want one, okay, not really a secret, but at the same time I would like some money coming in so I can save up to do really cool things like, go back to Tanzania, run my own project, and have a wedding. (Two years, folks, two years.) I would also like the skills I will gain from having a job, skills that I know a definitely need to work on, which I just haven't been able to refine yet during my short time at uni. So in essence, I only want the things I will gain from a job, but not necessarily the job itself. Means to an end. Just like the rest of my degree.
In any case, job or no job, I would like to go back to Malaysia for a few of weeks sans the rest of my family because a) my friend is getting married, b) I NEED to visit the rest of Malaysia that isn't just my relative's houses, c) I just want to get away. Although I'm being guilt tripped by my dad for leaving my brother behind which is really unfair because my brother has to deal with me not being around at some point in his life and I bet you it's my dad who would miss me more but he won't show it.
For the moment, I shall carry on dragging myself through the rest of the tortuous path that is my degree. It's not over yet, bitches.
(p.s) I know I promised some posts on the many awesome things that I do but photos have been neglected for a while, will sort it out at some point. Sorry!
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